I do my best writing, when I don't know I'm really writing, just expressing myself and speaking from the heart. My friends have come to understand this is a part of my love language. Very clear and detailed communication , so there's no wiggle room or doubt on how I feel about a person or a topic. Its very much embodied Uranus in Gemini behavior. Seeing as Uranus squares my Sun, For me this isn't just a transit, this is how I speak everyday. ( & I've gotten so much better at mostly having options only about topics and no longer people) in the same way.
I used to judge as if there was only one correct way to live. I was taught that as a child. That there was one truth, one way to live and if you agree, you can hang with me (the group). But if you don't, well quote the Book of Mormon musical, "Have fun in Hell" and they cast you out for thinking or speaking, differently. (Very my South node in Aquarius showing.)
That is definitely where my fascination with human nature, survival instinct and group think came from. Especially when I noticed the same pattern and behaviors in almost all Humans... Fear the unknown, and guard yourself against it, rather than open your mind to the consideration of a life lived through a different point of view. Not wrong, just different than you.
Different is good.
Anyway- that the deeper context.
Surface context; My good friend Jessica, fellow boy Mom, open minded and curious boss babe, low key business mentor with her company Naked Rebellion.
Jess is a Capricorn Sun, Pisces Rising and Cancer Moon.. She's got that deep emotional and hard working soul, tied and in tune with the collective too, and we talk about it. Jess is also a Phoenix native and attended the same High School as my sons, just a "few" years prior. We met working, paired up together for a photoshoot, through our then shared talent agency.
She shared today a few pictures on her instagram. One at a restaurant in Tucson I'd also gone to with my boys. Next she shared a pic from a Native American tribute in Nogales and then, no words-
This picture of "The Wall'....
It "triggered" inspired the following;
(Slightly edited for grammar and better flow for publication, rather than BFF short hand)
Love that place (the restaurant), such a cute courtyard & vibe.
Saw the wall pic too…. Fascinating.
Are you there for work, or just exploring?
Very curious how it felt to you.
Also, are you yet noticing conversations changing? I can see through
bullshit like emotional x-ray vision.
And I can manage it so well, by putting gentle pressure on the concept trying to be sold to me,
with confident questioning… asking ethics behind the why….
And I keep noticing EVERYTHING is DEFENDED by personal, emotional opinion.
Rather than facts.
It’s like they think facts no longer matter.
Had it happen a few times last night in Laguna. It was amazing to see how I could detect their insecurities, and work to educate them beyond it, or just pivot out of the argument with grace and respect for us both.
So many people are legit “programmed” to only think about money... from money.
You're Capricorn, with heart. You know that were meant to use
money for good, as a tool. Not to be worshiped or feared- used. We vote with dollars now more than ballots. We can, are meant to, educate ourselves and only buy from companies that we know and trust, yes?
Why is that not more common place? I felt so fish out of water sharing those ideals last night, like they saw me as naive trying to chance the game rather than just surrendering and playing it. I boldly reminded them, we have choice.That complacency is a choice and not one I agree with, so I don't act with....
Why do we all need so many f^cking rules, restrictions, borders, boundaries and limitations!!?
Why do people blindly accept them, rather than explore their need and actual purposes?
Maybe they helped once, but know they've kept us thinking small. And in this stage, rules are there more to protect special interest than that have and in protecting the common citizen, I feel.
"As is above, So is below."
We’re fucking magic.
Magic!
Electromagnetic currents of light and power inside human bodies.
Like right?
Everyone?
So who came up with this whole “division” thing in the first place, and why?
To manage? To understand?
To protect…. From who Mr. President, you?
This land has given us so much and we just cage her up and act like it doesn't need love and respect given back.
Oh I SO want to go visit the biosphere-
Brody graduates in May!!? Can you believe it!? From UofA!!
Maybe I can double up.
My baby is a man, and a damn good, loyal, honest man.
More than most religious people I know, and he has no "organized" religion, or handed down faith… it’s just, in him- His common sense, to be kind and mindful.
I do take some credit, I never, for one moment, allowed him to doubt my love for him.
Even with all I build on the side, I didn’t let my ego, “Swallow my Pride.” I showed up for my creation, grew him alongside my professional dream and never conflated what my true priority was.
Him, His Brother- Our Family.
That is the true legacy, not my name in lights.
What kind of mental DNA trail am I leaving behind...?
I’m so fucking tired of living in a man’s small minded, egoic world. (not all men, but this "presidential" one for sure, Speaking directly about him. So insecure you can smell it on him.)
SO Excited to take it over, with you- and your brood too
I don’t know girl.
I feel a big shift coming, but like on waves of electricity- in the air.
They can never divide that.
-they’d never even *think to.
But we can,
Women can.
We can think, bake, bleed- and/or grow a human inside of us, all while taking care of every man’s emotions and ego in this whole entire living, breathing world.
Many women started to adapt to that, to being ok giving and never receiving, thanks or credit.
Till Covid. It changed us.
I think it’s possible the vaccine, intended or not…..( I do think it was a lesson) right or wrong,
it was sort of a holy war.
Closest any of US Americans have truly experienced, We people had the perception of choice.
And that choice, Our choices has/had a consequence.
Those who followed Trump, suffer through trumps reality
Those of us who suffered through that bullshit then, and still chose hope, love, connection, innovation, and awakening-
We can skip right over this mess, allow those responsible to finally get their karma. Somehow.
And we will be free to think and create from heart, with art.
And no more mind control!!
-Through the news and fear, of borders and division.
We Bypass that reality, while we change it into one that more accurately accepts and applauds the strengths in diversity.
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We’re all experiencing this life in a very real, very physical, emotionally mental era.
We need all our wits about us.
Uranus in Gemini can bring war, like in the past or peace;
Our inevitable future.
This time,
The choice is truly ours to choose internally first and then spread it outward…In whatever way feels authentic to you and your story.
And know what? I learned a lot of that by watching you-
The Naked Rebellion, turning an injustice into a movement!!!
Empowering and inspiring women to love all parts, shapes and colors of ourselves.
You MADE "Fetch!" Happen….
I just love you so much Jess.
Seeing what that wall is “meant” to represent, yet what it’s actually doing...
Well, I couldn’t not say something about how it makes me feel.
I taught my kids to express themselves.
Something I missed growing up.
I’d try, but I’m deep, and a storyteller and “ain’t nobody got time for that these days.”
They’re taking the art out of our culture and just leaving the “cult”… nah,
I came from that.
See something, Say something.
I’m starting an online publication.
Starting it as a blog and damn,
Think I’m going to share this as one of my first posts.
To show how passionate innovation, changes our reality. We truly are more powerful that what we simply think.
You’ve practically been “my sponsor” always helped me believe in me and in my real ability to make my dreams happen… (and we can also joke about aliens) and not take any of it too seriously. It's a beautiful Life, for sure!
Ugh, it just feels good to trust again in the future of humanity.
I see it….
But “there’s a battle ahead,
Many Battles are Lost- But you’ll never see the end of the road, if you’re traveling with me.”- Don’t dream it’s over….
Great song! Going to listen to those lyrics again now.
I am an Intuitive Empath- and I want to get paid for it now.
I want this blog and publication to show the work of my journey from Makeup Artist + Mom,
You get free reading for lyyyyyffeee!!
You inspire me and do the impossible everyday.
I’m so genuinely proud of you and honored to be your friend!
I loved getting to see all the steps of your journey.
And you’ve been so honest every step of the way…and you’re so ahead of the curve.
We just aligned. So easy right?
I loved consulting with you, just enough to keep it going, each step,
each phase rising up to meet you.
But/and… you know/knew when to step back and pause and rest. And reset and check in with your family and start in a new direction when needed. You trusted tour pace, the rhythm to lead to its own momentum.
You’re so fucking magical girl! Do you see it?
You must, I feel like you are more and more.
I am totally on a high and this is just spilling out of me. But that’s the thing too-
Just love you Jess.
How did it feel to you? The wall, being there-
Can you picture it as caged in, too?
Seems so obvious to me now, but I genuinely never thought of it like that, till that "channeling" came through.
Interesting take- wasn’t mine originally.
But it is now.
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and you can really cash in on the original ones these days. Especially when it's aligned with passion and a purpose...
When you’re brave enough to say them and also act.
Not just hope and dream and worry and complain-
Work.
Change takes work.
The kind you’re doing.
And you’re just incredible at it- if no one has told you lately.
Momming is hard and thankless enough, Add leadership as a female entrepreneur,
That is still ridiculously an uphill battle, in 2026…..
That ALL Changes!!!
Ok geez. Thanks for listening to all this.
Love you. Just hope it's validating.
It feels so, to me. 
Thanks for sharing the pic.
Obviously stirred something inside... that's also wanting to break free.
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